I know it's been a week since my last post and have wanted to post lately but have not had time! i still do not have time to say much tonight, since some of my family came to visit me at college for four days, so i have homework to catch up on now!
I hope to be able to post soon, more on sacred music in the church, but in the meantime, if anyone checks this blog, pray for me as i continue to struggle with discerning my place in the church and its musical heritage, wondering if in the future i would even be capable of "working in the trenches" as Jeffrey Tucker puts it, in the normal Catholic parish setting. Or am I meant to just help the spread of the extraordinary form and by my knowledge of chant and polyphony and make high masses possible? I have no clue, and it's so frustrating because I lack the trust I desire to have a deep trust in God's will for me and when He chooses to reveal it.